Alright alright, so fast march le. Hahas, i just finished watching another anime too ^^
Here is it:

ef ~ A Tale of Melodies


It is season two to "ef ~ A Tale of Memories"
Not bad as an romance anime, really liked the way they brought back the characters from season 1 and the way they linked the whole story, the peoples, the places together. It is like a whole circle lo...

Oh and today, Got my timezone card ^^ A normal powercard though, with $100 value!!!
Lols, i topped up $50 hopefully for a gold, cuz double dollar deal mah, but the e-rewards points only put as 50, T_T nid to top up a whole $50 next time, hais, wait till my ntuc bonus comes bah :P:P

Hehe, as for today, worked M5 shift, and thought was lucky to have less work, to be able to slack since shawn dropped by. Then my handphone tio the eggwhite.. KNN! How? Due i found an egg at near the beer side(How it got there anyways?) then i put in my apron de pocket. Then push a bit, crack......egg cracked....causing my apron n hp inside to have egg white. Took some time to wipe them off my phone (hopefully all)...

Then when gg home, xiaozhu sms-ed tat she feeling down, cuz she recently broke with her bf only, her 3 month bf. I was at first shocked, but regained myself soon and replied her. If I was still the me before valentines, i am sure i will have off-ed my phone, kept myself isolated/alone, till i am ready emotionally to face the world again.

Then toked to her, through smses.. Really had the urge to tell her, "You want to call me now?" Cuz somethings, are better when you say them out, and hear them through, compared to keeping it inside urself or typing it out to others. But i nvr did tat, as my Hp out of battery soon, and i dun want her to call me halfway then stop, hp no battery. It will be a sad case, so tried consoling her and advice her on this and that.

She and me, are actually the same kind of people. Happy-Go-Lucky, take relationships, whether is it friendship, love or others, we take it quite seriously. The only difference between us, is that maybe, She is the bolder type, while i am the shy type.

And so, i can completely understand how she felt.. Just as what happened to my on Valentines' having my heart stabbed and bleeding by her. Well, you may say, "Do that to her la, she deserved it" But the problem is, she hurt me unknowingly, only i am aware...How can i bring myself to hurt her when it was my fault in the first place?

To her, maybe also, to my friends, anyone, I hoped to act like a fireman. Not those that goes into fire and save ppl, it is those kind that will lend out a helping hand, shoulder, ears, heart and help you out in times of need. I may not be able to save people, but at least, i hoped to be of any help necessary. But sometimes, there are false alarms also. And so, I have to take not of which is a false, which is true. And sometimes in the midst of it, I lost sight of what i really want, Helping.

I really want to help her, but how...... I got totally no experience in this. In animes, you will see the male lead lecturing or telling advices to the girl, then the girl will lie and cry on the guy's shoulder. In my case, there are totally no examples, I can only go by my feelings and instinct alone to help her, which i certainly hoped that i wun get wun make matters worsse.....




Okay, seriously tired now......nights all......