Haha, i nth to do, so here i am, to add some interesting post here.....

Really, what is the word, L-O-V-E ? Been pretty emotional lately, no, should say since new year ended, or the day that I went to HokWeng hse...

Let's see.....last sms with Xiaozhu was 3-2-08, the night where we are supposed to pray "tian gong" Then, i dun really felt like msg-ing her in morning/afternoon as she still in sch. And as i was hanging out with wl n kelv till late on Wed, nvr msg her either...

Now, you could say i am waiting for her to make the initiative instead. I know she is busy, with maybe sch work, and since this is an impt year for her, she is also working hard too, so i am trying my best not to disturb her and to let her contact me only when she is free.

So...it's been 2 days huh.....with this being the third day, and my hp have been as quiet as it ever will. Seems like I am back to the past huh... Study, Game, Slp, etc....
But i feeling so terrible, terrible inside my heart....cause daily sms is the only way of confirming that you exists, to me.... And after 2 days of no receiving any from you, it really feels so saddening you know? I lost count of how many times i sighed to myself everytime i looked at my phone. I even tried calling someone de phone to confirm my phone is able to receive msg/calls every here and then...

This may not last for too long....with me giving up in the end, but....i at least, will finish my chinese novel before sending her a sms again, after some days....wish, nth will have changed..........Hais.......

So in the what is love? I have no idea, and i am sure no one has a definite answer either...So, let's just follow our hearts and find that answer that differs for everyone except from your true love......