Omg.....my primary sch classmates are organising a gathering with Mr Kumar at Marina Bay...to have steamboat. However, I also have to cycle for my adventure badge this friday too....Hope those two do not clash together. And that my ez link is encountering some problems and I can't use it anymore...wonder wat's wrong.... And I can't use standard ticket cause I am quite desperate for money nowadays....My BB pants is missing and I have yet to find it....I checked the price out and it costs $19, or even more.. And I only have about $8+ right now, so i really have to save my money....And with my hp balance empty, I can't really sms or call any1. Omg...Just hope I can find my BB pants soon, then I would be able to use the money, to either top up my hp balance or to go for this friday's class gathering.

this is so frustrating....I thought of going to work for money, which is only for a few hours, but I don't know if tj's job really can help me. Even if it can, I would have to think of excuses as my parents would surely ask me about where I go after school...And I would feel kinda guilty if I lied to them. Wat to do....I guess I will leave everything to fate....to my destiny....If i am unable to go for my class gathering, it would be a regret....but there is nth i can do about it...But I must get my bb pants no matter wat cause I need it latest by monday.

I will leave it to fate....to destiny....to lead the way I am to go........Cause I am helpless about wat is going to happen in the future....helpless against fate and destiny......

Guess I will stop here for now....dun really feel quite well...feel quite giddy....guess i am too stressed out....gotta take a rest......c ya guys nexxt time.......